It was Tuesday, August 1st, and I was sitting at the kitchen table with Bird, staring at my computer. I’d meant to post something on Monday, but I forgot, and now the private goal I’d had of posting something every day that week was gone. But another calendar segment had just begun.
I looked up at Bird. “I’m going to try to post something every weekday in August.”
“Okay then. Let me know how that goes.”
I didn’t make it the whole month without interruption. Moving across the country and then being housebound once I got there (we don’t have my car there and I can’t drive stick, so the Engineer’s truck is out) made for less-than-exciting anecdotes. But for a good 3 1/2 weeks, I managed to post something Monday through Friday. So if anyone noticed that for the first half of August I was writing something every weekday, I thank you for your attention.
Here’s what I learned about myself (and blogging) in this little challenge I told no one about:
- I can’t not be a perfectionist, but I can reassign the Perfection Value to something else. Rather than trying to write amazingly polished pieces or having a word count goal, consistency was the “perfect” thing I strove for. Focusing on one aspect of the blogging process helped me give myself more leeway with the other parts.
- I need to use the good ideas I have. I’ve had topics sit in my drafts for months before I finally wrote them, simply because I thought I had to save it for the right occasion or it needed more tweaking. In August I took the time to actually pursue those topic ideas and publish them because I needed to write something that day. And it felt good to use those ideas.
- Because not all the ideas I have are good ones. I didn’t like all of the posts I made this month, but they were part of the Write Something/Anything process. There’s a part in Gail Carson Levine’s Writing Magic where she talks about respecting every idea that comes forward, even the really stupid ones. She says that once your creativity sees how you treat those mediocre ideas, it will start sending out the really good ones. Other writing teachers have stressed something similar over the years, but that’s the image that stuck with me: the Not So Great Ideas are the brazen ones that come forward immediately, while the Great Ideas are shy and need encouragement from seeing how I receive the others. And once I started using those mediocre posts (again, because I just needed to write something that day), better writing came through in the following days.
- Life gets in the way, but that doesn’t bother me unless I really wanted to write that post. Even after getting to North Carolina, when we had just set up the internet, I managed to keep posting for a week and a half, even though we had no furniture and there were boxes everywhere and if I had forgotten to post it would have been from busyness and exhaustion, not laziness. I really wanted to keep writing, so I did. And when I didn’t have any ideas that gave me that energy, and I finally stopped posting every weekday, I wasn’t kicking myself for it, because I wasn’t missing an opportunity to say something amazing. Life just happened.
- People do actually read my blog. I keep forgetting that when I show people something I posted, they might start reading regularly. And I actually gained some followers (welcome, new friends!) during this month of posting consistently, and my reader traffic increased as well. While that truly wasn’t a goal of my little challenge, I like knowing that people enjoy my writing!
- There are topics I stay away from. I feel like they might not match whatever theme my blog seems to have, or I feel like other people could say it better because they’re more experienced/informed/well-known/etc. Going forward, I probably won’t post them here, but I do want to write out those thoughts and explore them more.
- I like writing every day. I forget that sometimes.
Thank you all for reading!
There are always people who are more experienced/informed/well-known/etc Don’t let that stop you from addressing that topic unless it is quantum mechanics or 11th Century French Poetry. (PLEASE don’t write about 11th Century French poetry!) The thing I love about your writing is how you reach out and grab the topic and invest it with your intelligence and your emotion and feeling. You are a wonderful writer because you are an amazingly present person and I can hear you talking to me when i read your work.
I’ve developed a mysterious, sudden interest in 11th Century French poetry…